Moment pt.1

Plagued by memories they're violating my psyche
I'm losing all my senses, can
only see your light
my focus is on you. tilt my head
admiring from afar
wanna caress your tits with my lips
while l loop and twist; giving  rope burns on your wrist
think about licking your purple face
while my fingers slide over your bloody clit
couldnt help it, didn't want to either
guess if you violate my mind, it'll find you
behind any facade you choose to recluse to
your heartbeat tells the truth;   listen
as I flow through
begin at your cunt with dirty fingernails,
whisper of the grave i dug;
reaching your neck
shut the fuck up before I put
knees to your chest
show you what it felt like when you decided I was
worthless
lungs filled with blackness, you witnessed my last breath,
laughed like a wild deviant; eyes bloodshot
and all I was doing was praying for a buck shot
Escape from the sorrow that exploded
instead it encased me in the moment
Don't worry  ,I'm gonna show you

in a moment