Submissions by Shadez
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I wish I were an escape artist I'm not so I write
ANGER POEM
Published
16th Feb 2017 9:01pm
16th Feb 2017 9:01pm
pit of pain
Loathing my thoughts
help me I can't stop
I just rot
my hearts more than lost
Its held by thorns, I'm sorry my love
but your head has horns
all I see is a devil, revelling in this trouble
absorbing for two because you
don't give a
for a
twisted sick mind stuck in
S
H
I
T
stitched to a promise I can't forget it
It's more magnetic than you think
It's a soul drawn but all I am to you is
a fucking
con
I thought you got
that I'm not a normal
one
Humans are tricky, my brains...
help me I can't stop
I just rot
my hearts more than lost
Its held by thorns, I'm sorry my love
but your head has horns
all I see is a devil, revelling in this trouble
absorbing for two because you
don't give a
for a
twisted sick mind stuck in
S
H
I
T
stitched to a promise I can't forget it
It's more magnetic than you think
It's a soul drawn but all I am to you is
a fucking
con
I thought you got
that I'm not a normal
one
Humans are tricky, my brains...
576 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Feb 2017 00:06am
15th Feb 2017 00:06am
Still
Every decision turns
into another incision
countless cuts on my heart
incapable of healing
the pain is unending,
at times
I'm flirting with suicide,
making eyes at homicide
obsession is my drug
I overdose on thoughts of
tying your wrists and
forcing your kiss.
birthed by your absence you
still fuck my head
on a daily basis,
I must have misread
the signs again girl
blissfully believing I'm still
a crucial part of your world
and who you are internally
You're cemented deep
inside...
into another incision
countless cuts on my heart
incapable of healing
the pain is unending,
at times
I'm flirting with suicide,
making eyes at homicide
obsession is my drug
I overdose on thoughts of
tying your wrists and
forcing your kiss.
birthed by your absence you
still fuck my head
on a daily basis,
I must have misread
the signs again girl
blissfully believing I'm still
a crucial part of your world
and who you are internally
You're cemented deep
inside...
598 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Feb 2017 9:01am
12th Feb 2017 9:01am
Moment pt.2
You make forgetting look too easy,
moving on look like a breeze.
It's been 5 years, you're still everything to me
all I see, is it my sickness
ill to the point of destruction
the brink of obsession
or is this real? perhaps you truly are
The love of my life.
I can't possibly hold on tighter
These ropes grip better than my hands ever did
I was weak in the past; you slipped right through
I've practiced spent nights learning techniques
Your face is beautiful babe but don't look at me
Cloth over your mouth and eyes ,...
moving on look like a breeze.
It's been 5 years, you're still everything to me
all I see, is it my sickness
ill to the point of destruction
the brink of obsession
or is this real? perhaps you truly are
The love of my life.
I can't possibly hold on tighter
These ropes grip better than my hands ever did
I was weak in the past; you slipped right through
I've practiced spent nights learning techniques
Your face is beautiful babe but don't look at me
Cloth over your mouth and eyes ,...
592 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Nov 2016 9:30pm
24th Nov 2016 9:30pm
Pointless
Past burdens are
haunting me
though thoughts of you
I know are a con
and I'm a delusional prey
paralyzed simply
by your name
emotions still at your alter
I dare not muster a breath
the whole of me is
repulsively greedy
the hole in me renders my
need into a frenzy
damned if I succumb these
torturous feelings
steady at my soul
knifing through my mistakes
dismantling the entirety of
my hearts sobriety
lapsing into cataclysmic
cycles
and endless suffering
a...
haunting me
though thoughts of you
I know are a con
and I'm a delusional prey
paralyzed simply
by your name
emotions still at your alter
I dare not muster a breath
the whole of me is
repulsively greedy
the hole in me renders my
need into a frenzy
damned if I succumb these
torturous feelings
steady at my soul
knifing through my mistakes
dismantling the entirety of
my hearts sobriety
lapsing into cataclysmic
cycles
and endless suffering
a...
571 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Nov 2016 11:46pm
20th Nov 2016 11:46pm
You're needed
A transcendent
urge
trickling the muses
of inner thighs
a feather drenched
in the saliva of a
hidden kiss
alluring lust turned
poisonous
desirous palms
to your arousing chest
Honey, your pulse
is my sweetest vengeance
a solace in
twisted injustice
after my heart was
crawled into
and
corrupted
urge
trickling the muses
of inner thighs
a feather drenched
in the saliva of a
hidden kiss
alluring lust turned
poisonous
desirous palms
to your arousing chest
Honey, your pulse
is my sweetest vengeance
a solace in
twisted injustice
after my heart was
crawled into
and
corrupted
662 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
18th Nov 2016 7:06pm
18th Nov 2016 7:06pm
Forever as promised
Endless hours I spent
a grovelling biTch
firm at your foot; where tears fell pathetically
testing my endurance
Tormented I stood for your affections
unsuspecting paranoia drowned me hard
Though I gave up my lungs far too willingly
if it meant you'd take a breath in my proximity
Devoted to a selfish whore (and her selfish whore activities)
Tore me right apart scouring the earth for more
Entrapment in tired acceptance
exhausted all distractions
The answer now lies in indulgence
repulsive thoughts coaxed to darkness ...
a grovelling biTch
firm at your foot; where tears fell pathetically
testing my endurance
Tormented I stood for your affections
unsuspecting paranoia drowned me hard
Though I gave up my lungs far too willingly
if it meant you'd take a breath in my proximity
Devoted to a selfish whore (and her selfish whore activities)
Tore me right apart scouring the earth for more
Entrapment in tired acceptance
exhausted all distractions
The answer now lies in indulgence
repulsive thoughts coaxed to darkness ...
645 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Nov 2016 9:05pm
12th Nov 2016 9:05pm
Immersion
Thousands of rejected fragments tower over
casting the shadow of horror that
you're witnessing me succumb to
a deadly force, its amplified with your presence
kneeling vulnerable; still with your nails in my chest
never allowing my insecurities to rest
the gash in my head is your entrance
I keep a fresh wound for all that is you
casting the shadow of horror that
you're witnessing me succumb to
a deadly force, its amplified with your presence
kneeling vulnerable; still with your nails in my chest
never allowing my insecurities to rest
the gash in my head is your entrance
I keep a fresh wound for all that is you
592 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
8th Nov 2016 00:26am
8th Nov 2016 00:26am
unending
Dreams were
annihilated
crushed under pathetic attempts
to conquer a wicked emotion
Left me soulless and incomplete
Darkness unleashed, ripped through me like silver filled my rib cage
The night
my heart was assaulted,
mangled and left to rot
by the person
that you are
and despite my harshest, most morbid efforts
like an insect, you won't die
escaping into the creases
crawling beneath my eyelids
Getting inside causing the
worst kind of crisis
Shackled me tight to these rusted emotions
forcing me to endure them...
annihilated
crushed under pathetic attempts
to conquer a wicked emotion
Left me soulless and incomplete
Darkness unleashed, ripped through me like silver filled my rib cage
The night
my heart was assaulted,
mangled and left to rot
by the person
that you are
and despite my harshest, most morbid efforts
like an insect, you won't die
escaping into the creases
crawling beneath my eyelids
Getting inside causing the
worst kind of crisis
Shackled me tight to these rusted emotions
forcing me to endure them...
567 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Oct 2016 5:53pm
24th Oct 2016 5:53pm
Mine
Hopelessly attached to the
suspicion that,
We're at the exact same
mental level
Using knives and shovels
to describe the trouble that
tears within
warped pictures of what it
looks like for love to win
panic and anxiety, I'm a possessive mess
willing to live only if
I'm the only one to have loved
you deepest
To have reached furthest
into you, touched your soul
leaving an endless emotion
It's my most selfish wish
and I'd slice any flesh
that get in the way of this
suspicion that,
We're at the exact same
mental level
Using knives and shovels
to describe the trouble that
tears within
warped pictures of what it
looks like for love to win
panic and anxiety, I'm a possessive mess
willing to live only if
I'm the only one to have loved
you deepest
To have reached furthest
into you, touched your soul
leaving an endless emotion
It's my most selfish wish
and I'd slice any flesh
that get in the way of this
608 reads
3 Comments
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