Stand in the dark

Today i see and breath.
Think and sink
I dont know where i am
In my life
I dont speak any more
Yet i feel.... Sadly
I feel too cold
But who cares.... Right?
I wake up.... Wishing i havent
My days are so blue
Why do we live? If we are ment to die.
Why do we dream? If lifes a nightmare?
Why do we love? If it never materd
It doesnt mater.
I hate people. All they do is want. Want want
Leave me to my darken days
I feel too numb to be
And sick to be
Please just leave me be