Alone

After all these years I get my wish
How could I have known it would lead to loneliness?
I just wanted people to go away
I didn't want to deal with life itself
I didn't want to be stuck in this living hell
I'm still here
Just in a different place
I'd take back what I've said any day
I'd take back every wish on a star I've ever made
I just want to go back home
I'd rather not do this
Alone

All the people I've pushed away
All the hurtful decisions I've ever made
All the things I've acted upon
Everything I've done that was wrong
I'd apologize, really, if I could
Honestly, I didn't have a clue
If only all those actions I could undo
Anything to be back where I was
I don't want to do this
I'd rather not do this
Alone