whats that?

Haha i sit here in the light of that shines green
Not knowing where i am
Intoxicated by my dream and the drink i drink
No i cant tell you who i am
Or even what the day is
But it now that i feel almost fine. But yet...
I almost feel worst
I drink to smile and smile to frown
I dont feel fine
Im not ok
Yet i smile so empty c:
Just fucken go
No im not sweet or nice or even ok
Even know im confused of how i feel
Hahah what to say??? Im too drunk to think