Pornogrghpy

i love
the blending sounds of smacking and moaning
how in complete false bliss they seem
my heart does not pound as my blood circulates to a new path
my mind does not drift
i won;t miss a moment
how they thrust
i attempt to learn
i practice but only in spirit
i thought i found my pornography
but i am the only star

but let us be real

sex is mental
what excites you?
is it the bouncing tits or ass?
is it throbbing cocks or tight muscles?

maybe  you are in to something more devious?
or let's not go there
back to sex being mental
it's purely chemical
based on what society and or soul tells us

like which type of tail to chase
and how you phrase the tale in your mind.

To be frank
i want it like in the videos
raw passion
the kind i like
dominating, pounding, hot and sweaty,
dripping flesh staining my sheets.

but i am always left bored or unsatisfied
i don't know what to do.