Billy

Been waiting for you since seven and I know you've been foolin' around down town with them tricks at the club.
So as 2 AM rolled around and I'm sitting here with my nine millimeter in one hand and a glass of wine in the other just waiting for you to come back.
Before you came through the door I hid my nine and played it cool,
Keeping all the lights off till you come in and just before you were about to walk into our room I didn't hesitate to turn on my lamp to catch you.
With a look as if he had just gotten out of bed and the wreak of cheap, strong perfume he was guilty as soon as he came in.
I folded my arms and smirked then I asked where he went before he could even answer I just knew it would be another lie,
another excuse,
and another bullshit made up story that could've possibly been any better to practically win a Oscar.  
Rolling my eyes in frustration, I couldn't take it anymore so I said " don't you fucking lie to me! I know where you were at!"  
Thinking like always I was just being jealous he laughed in my face and said " you're crazy, I'm going to bed".
But just before he could leave I took out my gun and said " the only bed you're going to be sleeping in is your death bed!".
 
So long!  
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!
So long!  
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!
So long!
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!
So long!
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!  
So long!
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!  
 
"Bitch better think twice before I pull this trigger!".
Now he wants to say he is sorry,
Now he wants to start crying,
And now he's finally apologizing.
Well guess what? You should've thought of that when you were fucking them other bitches in our bed!.
Smack!
That's what you get!
"Why are you doing this?"
Because of you that's why!, now shut up and take what you deserve!
All the years I've stuck by you and this is how you repay me?! You hurt me by doing this!
You told me you loved me!
" I do love you!"  
You know what this ain't good enough for him,  
You know what we should do? We should go for a little drive come on Billy.
" Where are we going?"
You don't need to know! Now shut the fuck up before I pull this damn trigger.
Getting in the car with you sitting in the passenger side as I'm holding my nine close to your temple while I'm driving thoughts roam my head. Thinking about how you fucked me over with all of your lies, deceiving ways, your fishy tactics, and inconsiderate behavior. Thinking about how ironically you killed me first with all of your unappreciation
when all I've ever done is worked this ass off to satisfy you sexually, emotionally, physically, fuck it anyway you want it to be but I guess you didn't really give a fuck did you?.
You seriously ain't shutting up there in the passenger seat are you?,
Yeah keep screaming and crying,  
I used to do that in our arguments every night whenever we would fight but all you would do was laugh in my face, ain't so funny now that I'm the one laughing huh?.
" You're crazy! You won't get away with this!"  
Shut up!.
 
So long!
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!
So long!  
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!
So long!  
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!
So long!  
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!  
So long!
You did me so wrong!
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!  
 
Arriving to a hill as I pull over.
Pushing you out the car while I'm still holding the gun to your head,  
Counting down to the final minutes till I pull this trigger and kill you dead.
You start whining and begging me not to kill you,
Screaming " Please baby I can change!"  
Fuck that!  
You had your chance and you blew it!  
Instead you wanted to be an idiot and give everything up!
Now you're gonna take what you deserve!
Hey! Where are you going?!  
Come back!  
You can run, but you can't hide from me Billy!  
" You're fucking crazy Rocky!"  
Get your ass back here!
Gotcha!
Ahh!
Yeah keep screaming Billy no one can hear you,
You know what how about we scream together? Ah! somebody help us! nope! no one can fucking save you now!.
" Please baby don't do this...I love you!"
I loved you too, but now it's time to get what's coming to you!  
Now die fucker!  
Die!
Die!  
 
So long!
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!  
So long!  
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!  
So long!  
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!  
So long!  
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to be hurt by you anymore!  
So long!  
You did me so wrong!  
And I don't want to go on with you anymore!.
 
Never thought I'd ever hurt you, but then again I thought you would never hurt me.
Standing there with the gun still in my hand and covered in your blood as I stood over your lifeless, cheating body I have no regrets nor remorse.
I ain't heartbroken anymore mainly just numb, as I stare at your face and then spit on it I get my shovel out the car and blanket and bury you deep in the ground where you cannot be found then quickly drive home.
As I wash your blood off of me and have my last sip of wine and let out a good cry I then pack up everything I own and before I left I burned the house down.