Get out Of my Head. Im Better Now.

Sad, anxious, almost feeble
These feelings of mine sting like a needle.

I cant think i cant breath
When i speak to you
Im always on my fucking knees.

You destroyed, annoyed and employed plans to break my heart
You never once loved me
You hated me from the start

Fights, Lies, Tears, Cries
You made me think i was sick
Fists, Knives, Blood, Highs
Another knife in my back you will stick!

One text, all it takes
Just to remember all of our mistakes.
I never hit i never lied
I cheated once and emotionally died

I regret everything i did wrong
But i cant write apologetic love songs

I wish i could stop loving true
Forget no regret and completely reset
No memory of you

No contact is so much easier that speach
I have nothing much to say
I wished to love you loved to work
And you always got your way

I cannot continue, to sit around, waiting.. waiting to love you.