How to make you love me?

How to make you love me? how to make you see past my flaws? how to make you stop being so ignorant and stop tearing down my walls? Breaking them down so viciously leaving me so emotional to the point where sometimes I'm just emotionless. These questions come to mind as I sit back and think about the shit that you say to to me and I'll just sit here and take it because I like you so much I more than like you I love you but I'm scared to tell you how much I feel because a person like you a person like you a person like you it's not easy to talk to. Am I the advocate for women who love too hard but get broken so easily? Or am I the black bitch who dreams too much and get broken so easily from coming to terms with reality?