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Lobotomized
Escape
there is no escape from the pain
Mask it with dope
Pussy liquor and numb my brain
I try to escape
But the voices won't let me
There violent and screaming
Controlling
A battle each day to keep the peace in me
Always paranoid like someone's gonna kill me
The anxiety the worry
It feeds on my soul and destroys me
Crippling and enabling me to be stagnant and useless
Always giving up
Because There's no hope left
there is no escape from the pain
Mask it with dope
Pussy liquor and numb my brain
I try to escape
But the voices won't let me
There violent and screaming
Controlling
A battle each day to keep the peace in me
Always paranoid like someone's gonna kill me
The anxiety the worry
It feeds on my soul and destroys me
Crippling and enabling me to be stagnant and useless
Always giving up
Because There's no hope left
Published 26th Sep 2016
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26th Sep 2016 8:44am
don't give up on life yet might just get better but then again it might just get a hell of a lot worse and if you want you can pm me to talk or another i know would make you feel better to talk to kavik1 niely put together
26th Sep 2016 9:53am
Haha thanks but I'll manage but really I don't care either way lol life sucks
26th Sep 2016 6:56pm
i mean it really even if you want to randomly rant or just need someone to talk to you can pm me
26th Sep 2016 7:54pm
I never really do that ..lol I have to have a serious connection to even peel a fucked up layer back. Honestly on here survivor and red are the only ones I've opened up to oh and pleasure of pain he rocks he's the reason I'm clean I had a pistol in my mouth ready to die and him and survivor saved my life simply. Man I was in a bad head space then ..I love those fuckers
