Bad Honey

My brain feels all sluggish
and swollen
pictures of cat and can I count the holes in the wall ?
My eyes are sore
my ears are hung-over
stop shouting light in my eyes
and blinding the pores of my skin
Grossly underestimated
do you want something more gross ?
Stop stabbing me !
I'll take your neon knife
and crack my skull open
and inside will be
black goo
thick as rotten honey
full of dead bugs, stones and filth
I'll make it drip on your desk
drop by drop
until I feel light and okay again.
Rain falls off a green sky
Shot at me from a gun, it missed
I'm alive
Rain falls and dissolves my body
The salt of my body