Tired

Someone said never argue with a fool
Because from a distance no one can tell ...who's who
I wake up look in the mirror and see a reflection
Not able to tell who i am ...anymore
Distorted and unsteady I get back in bed
Looking over at a significant other feeling like..Who's He
Feeling covered with dirty sheets and broken lies
Outta Breath....
No voice left...
I'm stuck...Stumbling into broken glass...His unleft past
and it haunts me
The one thing I pray to leave...God just let me breathe....
I'm gasping..
He's feeling Good
I'm feeling shattered
No remorse in his actions
Just more excuses of why he didn't do it
I'm stunned..
Wondering which way should i run
His path..Ological Lies keep me lost
stuck between a lie and reality
WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT MY SANITY
What would you say if you heard the rage in my heart
feeling like a toy that should be broke apart
so pieces of me could be shared
put on display at the nearest auction
My mind is my biggest distraction
with balled fist and scattered thoughts
I swing...Breaking bones that can heal
Breaking egos we only see
But again who gives a fuck about me...
Taking loses...missed chances..
all because he said i'm ready to love
The knives hit my back...Then my chest..
my knees buckle...my eyes water..
everything goes silent..
I'm fighting on the inside..
loosing on the out..
what is love when you cheat?
The easiest sellout....


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