Dear D two

Dear D
we connected again, much shorter this time, maybe that's a good thing. it hurts less, i would say its because I'm so far away this time but i was far away last time too. I have finally started to love you less, or maybe i never did and I'm just forgetting you exist just like you did me. She means more to you and that's fine, i said my goodbyes to you both. you hurt but she was much much worse. she has been around much longer and i know that her behavior has nothing to do with what you have done, she was always like that, it just took her messing with you to finally have enough of her shit. so much for your best friend having your back. did she always see me like that or was it just she started drinking? I'm guessing it was always but its not like it matters much at all. i loved you.....and her......none of that matters anymore.......I'm sorry i ever cared.......when friends hurt worse than enemy's, who do you trust in a world so cold?