I dont feel right

Steel my soul
And leave me dull
Show me life with out a heart
Let me choke on my breath
As i hope for death
Dreams come and go
To make me feel so... So hallow
Give me a day
To hope for
And not a other day
In vain
I walk on the shattered glass of my mind
Wondering where i will go
For ever and tomorrow feel like nightmares
Of reality

What is there to do?
When you feel like shit
And your heart hurts to much to beat?
What is there to do when the only light you
See is the fire that burn deep in you

I stand out side and try to look east
But all i can see are seas
I feel dark
Cold
And sad

Nothing to do in my life but hope.... Hope for...