My First Time Pt.2 - Beginning

walking down the street
where he said he would be
being as cool as possible
looking out for the car he described
"a grey minor panzer"

by the time I catch sight
a frisson of excitement
right through my belly
but I can't help smiling
as he stops beside me

open the door, jump in
resting my backpack on my lap
breathing in his scent
and looking at him
hormones going crazy

"How many days did you plan to stay?"
he points amused at my backpack
now relaxed as never before
making small talk
as we're driving through town

she's waiting in a bar, he tells me
because it would be much for me
to meet two foreign people at once
is what she told him
considerate

still shy, I greet her nicely
hoping she'd find me likable
get asked for a drink
but I'm too excited
so they just finish theirs

arrived at the hotel
arrived in the hotel room
she goes to have a shower
and he takes off his shirt
out of convenience

I jump on the bed, turn on the TV
make myself comfortable
watching his every move
his hairy chest, I adore
him laying next to me

me wondering what's next, he takes my hand
holds it resting it on my tummy
I look at him questioning
"so you are comfortable"
"I am", "Are you?"

a nod, a respectful look into his eyes
when he turned round, right on top of me
his lips pressed on mine, tongue inside
taking my breath away
overwhelming me

wrap my legs around his waist
put my hands on his sides, reserved
as he slightly dry-humps me
while the roughness of the kiss
represents the dirtiness of our relation
I'm losing myself in arousal