Eddie Alonzo

I got suicide and chaos in my brain
Part of me wants to live without the pain
Than again what's the point with no support
Its like having no lawyer on your first day of court
I'm just trying be happy one day at a time
I post my feelings and pain on Facebook is that a crime
Not many people appreciate a reall person that's down on his luck
I don't want anything from u not even a buck
If I offend you in any way please ignore this post or keep reading some words from someone realler than most
Today's society looks down on doing the right thing
Its not like the old days with chivalry sword fights and a king
Today a coward will blast you instead of fight I know from experience two dollars almost cost my life
Its in my blood to be a good man
I only wish people would understand
I'm not really crazy Im just a lol sick in the brain
All you dishonest selfish peeps are the ones insane
You don't know my struggle all u c is trouble
Its hard to carry on when no one loves you
2pac said that in a song and it touched my life
I also know the pain in a mother addicted to a crack pipe
I just want you to know your always going to b my favorite dope pheene
No judgment here mom I shoot up methamphetamine
I just want you to hug me and tell me its going to b OK
Just like the day I was born addicted to cocaine
Being judgmental is something I'm guilty of
Try to c the good in people cuz that could be your son
You know the guy with the mishapen smile and 13 tatted skin deep
Maybe those meds are for anxiety or to help him sleep
All I have is a check and a diagnosis
Nobody to love me and help me keep focus
So I'll sleep tonight and begin tomorrow brand new
If you think your life is hard bump "anything" by Devin the dude