Addicts struggle

Hoping for the best out of this night
Obsession within yearns for a pipe
Thinking of ways to make sure your safe
But all in all I want is an escape
Going out to score sounds like a plan
That's too easy u coward try being a man
No addict ever wants to feel pain
All we need is a shot of dopamine to the brain
All drugs do is procrastinate the hurt
Till we run out than our purest sin yet again we flirt
Only if we can get through the night without clouding the mind
Than comes tomorrow feeling pain over and over one day at a time ......
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Feeling pain isn't easy when your an addict
It's like having a broken bone when you never had it ...