The Girl Who Suffered

There was this girl who always got talked down to.
Her actions and words were always judged.
She never would of thought that the people she
counted on would destroy her.

Their words cut like knifes leaving scars on her heart.
They were evil and cruel.
But the words she knew would chew through her brain
and mind fuck her.

They all laughed and thought it didn't bother this girl.
But, she has lived through this abuse for 12 whole years.
Day after day, year after year. When does she get a break?

When she's finally fed up and ends her life?
After many attempts she's tried too there's something that
keeps her from doing it. She doesn't know what it is.

The words that rattle in her mind play over and over again
like a merry-go-round. A replay of everything she's been through.
She will eventually snap one day and lose all control and bottled
up anger.

There will be a time and place for this. When the day comes she
wishes everyone the best of luck and will escape from their abuse.
But, until then she will just have to act out another "normal" day.
Where everything is fine and everything is hiding behind hurt eyes
and a fucked up mind.