Cheater

Life is but a game
I'm tired of playing and being played
So many pieces I've lost
But at what cost have I lost to much
The rules are ridiculous
And I'm scared shitless
I don't want to lose
To drugs and booze
I'm strong I Choose
I've rolled my dice
Landed on bad life
An unlucky roll I guess
I got to pay the toll next
Wait till my next turn
I Live and learn
Not live and burn
Other pieces ahead
Call them high rollers
Got me going crazy, bi-Polar
But my turn next
And this game just a test
Oops I meant a cheat
And I'm not beat
Imma win this my way
I'm here to stay
Like the Sun in day
Round two, My turn
Roll Roll, Burn Burn
Take a few steps back
I think I'm on the wrong track
Playing the wrong game
With the wrong rules
Lost too much
Now I Got the blues
Clear the board
Time for a new game
And not all the pieces are the same
This my life, my rules
Play my way or get the boot