What Have I Become

look at me, an tell me what you see
just a kid, struggling to be free, wait now, and maybe you'll see
behind these eyes there's more than you can see,
this isn't the real me
can you see the real me, or am i just a soul that will never be truly free
now listen, an maybe if you stop yelling at me,

go in my room at night, an you might see some things you don't wanna see
i sit up for hours an i write music cuz its all i can see,
its how i breath en it's always been there for me
you hand me a pen, an a pad an, life suddenly doesn't seem so bad,
when i'm writing i'm in a different place, it's my escape, it helps keep me in place
now listen as i play the music up loud
en,
don't turn it down or i'll become something you don't wanna see
everything you're hearing now is my emotions on a chart
but there not even half of what i'm feeling, so when i'm fuming try an let me be,
cuz i got a lot anger built up in me,



believe me when i say, i'm just trying to make it through the day
i don't know maybe it's time to play, a game of my own, it's called,
i'm already grown, so pack your stuff an go away
don't try an be my friend now, cuz it's, too late
i'm already on a rage
now don't tell me, but go ahead and turn the page
if you come in at night then we’ll turn off the light, that way everything's alright
my whole life's been a fight but i guess that's ok
now hand me that pen an a pad an suddenly life doesn't seem so bad,
its how i breath en it's always been there for me
now listen as i play the music up loud..
en,
don't turn it down or i'll become something you don't wanna see
everything you're hearing now is my emotions on a chart
but there not even half of what i'm feeling, so when i'm fuming try an let me be,
cuz i got a lot anger built up in me,