Insane

how i wish that i
could put my life on hold
if you look me in the eyes
you'll see my heart is growing old
filled up to the brim with
the weight of my own world
im a weak little
scared little
fucked up girl
crack open my skull
you'll only see my brain
maybe if you reach inside
you might feel my pain
if i could only show you
the world i made 
behind my wall
you might see butterflies
or nothin at all
i used to put on my shoes
and just walk down the street
not a care in the world
cuz i felt like i was flyin
in the sky like
a shooting star
now im a stupid girl
in the road
playin chicken with the cars
stare straight at life
look at yours look at mine
can you see a difference
or are they the same
cuz all i know is
that you're pretty normal
but i am fuckin insane!