Bending soul, still not Broken

I'm a lost soul,.. 
Full with passion that resides inside, 
I try to envolp deeply as possible, 

I flip through the pages of the litany of knoledge accursed from prior tragidies, 
As irrelevant this seems I wrote this book as I went mad you see,.. 

I have the soul of a beast, a creature, 
It troubles me to understand, 
As i reach out to the madness, 

In return an ethereal hand plummets endlessly deep, along wit my secrets my fears, my agonys, 

As the madness surfaces my pains I keep deep inside safe tearing me from insid,... 
No where to hide from the secrets I keep, 
Tragidies seap out like sweat through open pores,. 

You win I'm heart broken,. 

But these feelings I shall feel no more,. 
Lies, you slut ,trick ,. 

Fuckin whore,