Lost in my thoughts

My body's shaking,
My head is aching. 
I just cant take it, 
I need one more hit..
To get through all this shit.
My heart is broken,
I just cant seem to stop tokeing,
I am spinning and spiraling.
All this shit seems to disappear,
Once you dance with the devil you can't stop.
All you need is the thing that gets you up,
but it always make you fall. 
I always have to have a hit..
I'll do anything to get me high.
so I won't stop and cry,
or get lost in the never ending maze,
that is my thoughts.