My Blind Side

So much time has past...
As I have  watched this  movie  before...

You know the one...
Girl meets guy..
Guy obsesses over girl...
Girl gives guy too much power over her
mistaking it for love....
Guy... gets greedy...
Guy tries to control her...
Girl gets wise... (almost too late into  the movie)
Then Guy.. well the guy
Gets what's coming to him...
Wether its  a break up...
An ass kicking..
Or something along those lines...
Bottom Line... He looses out
Too bad  the Girl couldnt see who he was from the beginning
Too bad..the Guy...got to stay
In Her Blind side for too long...
Just like real life...
Sometimes  we let people places and things...
Stay in Our Blind Side Too long
Until they fester and spoil...and become
Something  we never wanted in the first place.

Too Bad.. I let Him stay in my blind side too long...
Now I've got to disenfect my very Soul...
Now.. Ive got to quarantine my Spirit... Just to breathe again...

Almost lost the functionality  of my Heart... fucking around with ...Him
NO more Blind Sides....
I've got a spot light on my Life now....
NO lurking weakness or fear can hide....
I... will not allow it.
NO MORE Blind Side...
Its time to see everything...
Leave no stone unturned...
I will not play victim or wounded lover EVER again.
No MORE...
Being FuCKING BLIND!!!