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Silently Screaming
Not that anyone could guess
I'm a fucking mess
On the outside I'm just like the rest
But inside I'm a wreck
I wear my mask quite well
Even though my mind puts me through hell
I'm beaten down and broken
Words often unspoken
Depression
Anxiety
And a longing for so much more
They all say life is an open door
So why can't I open it?
Long ago I feel into this pit
I don't know that I'll ever be able to climb out
Because no one can hear
even at the top of my lungs a silent scream
I shout!
I'm a fucking mess
On the outside I'm just like the rest
But inside I'm a wreck
I wear my mask quite well
Even though my mind puts me through hell
I'm beaten down and broken
Words often unspoken
Depression
Anxiety
And a longing for so much more
They all say life is an open door
So why can't I open it?
Long ago I feel into this pit
I don't know that I'll ever be able to climb out
Because no one can hear
even at the top of my lungs a silent scream
I shout!
Published 4th May 2016
| Edited 9th Jul 2018
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4th May 2016 1:40am
4th May 2016 1:56am
*We*
Were here for ya
Keep your head up and hands scratching at the paper.
That's why I started to write all the shit I did, it makes me feel better.
Were here for ya
Keep your head up and hands scratching at the paper.
That's why I started to write all the shit I did, it makes me feel better.
4th May 2016 2:03am
I'm going to say I started writing because of him (my muse) I use to write when I was younger but gave up. Someone else just threw it away. Then I did some stupid shit that I can't erase. Then I found here. And I release my built up frustration weather it's lustful, or anger. In thought of him or just plan made up shit. But I'm glad you guys are here and some people actually enjoy my stuff. Thanks
4th May 2016 2:29am
Like I said, keep your head up and keep writing. I'll be waiting for your next one :)
4th May 2016 2:38am
Thank you. It's already in the works. So much emotions flowing through me right now better get it down before I forget..
4th May 2016 3:00am
Anonymous
4th May 2016 2:11am
I enjoy very much and find some of it very relate able
I ws just telling another very lovely peron on this site these same sentiments.
"I wear my mask quite well
Even though my mind puts me through hell "
I have two sides and one I have to keep locked away.
This was very timely for me
I ws just telling another very lovely peron on this site these same sentiments.
"I wear my mask quite well
Even though my mind puts me through hell "
I have two sides and one I have to keep locked away.
This was very timely for me
4th May 2016 2:14am
I think we all have two sides sometime mine sneaks out and quickly reminded that some people can't handle that side and others judge to much
6th May 2016 2:05pm
i hear you too Luna, but i believe there is a light ahead, follow your passion to it
and keep expressing yourself through your often impressive poetry.
and keep expressing yourself through your often impressive poetry.
6th May 2016 4:07pm
