always her

Get out of my head
Release my heart
I hear certain songs and it tears me apart
It brings back the sound of your voice
Your arms around me talking as we lie in the dark
Watching movies laughing
Yard work even bars
Video games giving you massages until you have no choice but to call it quits
Singing duets
All of our drinking fits
Your jealousy
Everyone saw it
Except for me
You were my best friend
My roomie
We move in together
You would never really knock
Walk right through my room
Didn't matter if I was getting ready
start up conversations while I'm almost in the nude
Have me laughing for hours on end

Then we are wrestling
How happy we were then
Motorboats at random
Song dedications as well
I cant fully describe in one word how I felt
Or how I do now

I remember you telling me you loved me
Like it was a dream
You always told me but it was different this time

I think you wanted me to stop you to pull you back
But I just really couldn't do that

Your married now
Talk to you from time to time
Have to fight the thought you once were mine
We had something special
Something I could never thank you enough for

The saying keeps playing in my head if you truly love someone you will let them go
I wasn't gonna be to blame
Stand in the way of your happiness

Just know that I hold dear all of the incredible emotions of that year

When I lost the baby I feel I really lost you
Thought of it as a mistake something we took to far
I look back now I believe it may have been more
I think it was the start you were searching for

I couldn't give you what you needed or what I felt you deserved

Our story didn't get a chance to begin
Was never written
Fate has a funny way of showing us what we were always waiting for
For you I think it was always her .