Uncontrolled fantasy

thoughts leak from my mind


flow through my arm onto this paper


sick things uncontrolled fantasy


hate, love, anger, rage, happy 


am I happy?


Is this happiness?








On the verge of happiness


I am ready


Pause


Hesitate


Freeze


Fear settles in


Stumble


back away


turn run


story of my life failed happiness


failed life worthless words








Words


these words given to me


Dancing on the tounges of poets


these worhtless words invoke creative thought


these words give me fantasy


Uncontrolled Fantasy