I lost, but will be found

I fell for the blonde hair and blue eyes,
With the cutest nose to show,
And below it a smile arose,

She gave me those feelings,
the seemingly needless feeling,
It was only you, but i held another hand,

before i locked eyes on you,
It is true, love had no rules.

Now that i am gone, i have realized,
That missed opportunities are goodbyes
So when i left that path behind
I am left behind a encription of doubt

Why did i choose that way, that day?
Why didnt i start my path thereforward
I would be somewhere else
Better possibly i ask?

I will never know,
But i will halt to find out
Because missed opportunities
Are goodbyes
But this year,
I make my own luck.