Average Day in my head

What's the point?
You live to die
Youre pushed around
You struggle day in and day out
Those you love, destroy you
No one cares
No one gives a damn if you're losing your battle
No one wants to know if it doesn't benefit them
What's the point of caring?
What's the point of trying?
No one appreciates the effort
No one looks out for you
Even if you do everything you can for someone
They won't care, they will toss you aside like nothing
They don't care if you cry
They don't care if your dying inside
They will push you down and laugh in your face
They will say oh well
To bad
Suck it up
No one will give you a helping hand
So why care?
Why trust and love?
Why do everything you can for those you love?
They will never truly love you back
Thier need to serve their own selfishness
Will always get in the way
You will never matter to anyone
So give up.
Don't try for anyone
Don't give your all
You live to die
You live to suffer.
But yet you sit there crying and saying you can't give up.
Look at yourself
You're nothing but a mistake
No matter how hard you try
You'll never matter
You'll never be someone to love
Face it your broken
Youre dying inside.
Your days are numbered
Tick tock
The times about to run out
One more push
All you need is one more push.