Struggle

You see it, you know what it means
My story isnt quite what it seems
I tell you it isnt over yet
Every part of me is a mystery
Every scar, every tare
My body is a canvas
Each modification is art
My temple is not a church
My peace is not inside
Hearing the nature calms me every time
Just a peaceful touch
With such a forceful sound
The silence is screaming
Louder than words if you may
But even the blind can see
Just how much you mean to me
Take my breath away
With every tender touch
Youre the one drowning in love
Showered daily in every thought
Yet with every passing moment
My heart explodes in pain
I cant keep trying
Theres nothing left
My disappointment will show
My hopes are crushed.