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not a poem- just venting.
Trust me, I know who I am. Knowing who I am doesn't mean I know why I am this way.
I hurt people I love. I fall in love with words. I can trust a heroin addict. I'm dead in mind I just walk and laugh like i was made to be.
I'm not strong. I cry. I breath air because I was put here to do so. I let people use me as long as they tell me its real. I am not an independent women.
I am a paranoid person. I am always scared. I think to much on things and mess with my head that way. I let my past still become my present.
Im naive, childish and insecure. I take things too seriously. I am a good person at heart but not everyone is with me.
I fall in love easily and come back to reality harshly.
I look for love even if its standing right there in front of me.
I live my life everyday making or thinking the wrong choice but not because I am wrong but because to me all that matters is having soneone there for me.
I hurt people I love. I fall in love with words. I can trust a heroin addict. I'm dead in mind I just walk and laugh like i was made to be.
I'm not strong. I cry. I breath air because I was put here to do so. I let people use me as long as they tell me its real. I am not an independent women.
I am a paranoid person. I am always scared. I think to much on things and mess with my head that way. I let my past still become my present.
Im naive, childish and insecure. I take things too seriously. I am a good person at heart but not everyone is with me.
I fall in love easily and come back to reality harshly.
I look for love even if its standing right there in front of me.
I live my life everyday making or thinking the wrong choice but not because I am wrong but because to me all that matters is having soneone there for me.
Published 7th Jul 2011
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15th Jul 2011 2:02am
cant have been easy to lay yourself bare like that
diana.
i do hope you feel better for it.
you say its not a poem but it does have a certain amount of poeticalness in it.
i say more power to you.
shine on!
diana.
i do hope you feel better for it.
you say its not a poem but it does have a certain amount of poeticalness in it.
i say more power to you.
shine on!
18th Jul 2011 6:58am
well since i do write poetry its kinda a bit hard not to make it into a somewhat poem it kinda came out naturally though i just vented and it sounded like exactly want went in my mind :) thanks :)
