Disaster

I'm a beautiful disaster
Wrapped up in uncertainty
The only thing that is clear
Is nothing at all
I'm a hazard
To myself and others
This life is hell
For the gifted and the shamed
For the sinners and the saints
Escaping reality is the only thing that helps
But then again it's all coming from a broken mind
That no one can see
But it's getting harder to hide
My demons have had ahold far to long
And I'm doing things I wouldn't normally do
I haven't been myself in awhile
Who's that girl staring back from inside the mirror
I don't know her anymore
She's just someone I used to know