I've always loved you

I've always loved you
I knew you were the one meant for only me
You've opened my eyes to happiness
Something I could never see for me
But as you let your past control you
You begin to push me away
You rely on your words
Instead of action
I just try to push past it
Since it's something you can't control
I keep trying to fight
This torment I feel inside
But as the days go by
I doubt your words
As voices fill my head
I'll admit my reality is mixed
I'll keep trying I swear
I know I love you
You're all I need
But I know you don't need me