Stolen innocent

I'll never forget how help was not there. When hope had gone and death seemed near, faith no longer strong.

Laying naked, tears pouring down my cheeks.  My eyes heavy, breathing deeply

My hands folded under my head, knees bent pressed against my abdomen.

Mouth dry, skin drenched in his sweat, I smell his presence,  I hear his footsteps.

My body is shaking, to afraid to move. The door opens up he steps into the room. He grabs my defiled body. He's ready again.  

He runs his calloused hands all over my shaking body. He lays me on my back stares at me repeating the words I'm sorry.

I stare at the wall and pray to God on high, that the man on top of me's heart will stop and die.

I stare only at the wall tears rolling down my face. His panting is getting stronger his heart begins to race. His eyes stare intently at my terrified flesh, faster he goes, he wipes away his sweat.

I hear him make noises as I hold on to the sheets, the pain so horrible, I begin to screem.

Just like that he releases himself inside of me, I prayed to God I would die instantaneously.

There I lay naked, tears pouring down my cheeks, my eyes heavy, I'm breathing deeply. My hands folded under my head, knees bent, pressed against my abdomen.

I will never forget the day, my innocence was stolen, my person was broken, and no one came to save me.