Sleepless nights

Silence awakens me from a deprived sleep
Feelings of nothingness, rocking me to my core
Empty voices clouding my head
Reaching for something that's not there 
Making me hold on to a piece of ecstasy I once knew 
Trying to believe I'm alive again, without a hint of irony in the truth 
Wishful thinking isn't getting me anywhere, 
Finding solace in everyday life is what needs to be done here.
Without an ounce of laughter left  in me
 I'll try and save face
Fall back asleep without a trace of noise in my empty space