Mistake

 
I stand behind the curtain hiding from all those bad people
Always a sign that says no mistakes can be equal
To other people
Im a big mistake that never meant to make it through the ring of fire

It makes me feel like i should blast a bullet through my head
I should have already been dead, on that unwanted day
That everyone seems to regret
They once said to my face
Mistakes are a disgrace, unwanted space

Its attached to my life, my heart, my brain and it wont leave me alone for just one day
All of my life I've been waiting for
A peaceful solution to the afterlife
But Im trapped in my own life

Im a mistake waiting for someone to take
my pain away
Send me away to somewhere far where i could lay
On a soft cloud watching a heavenly ray of color
Im a mistake, and i don't want to think about how i had no way in escaping the heart ache

Mistakes don't make it through to a good day
Mistakes cant live in a common place with familiar faces
Faces that shoved me down to places i don't like
Im a mistake and theres nothing i can say to make it right