alone in the dark

i had a love
one i was ready to fight for
one i was ready to die for
but i was losing the battle
i could feel it every day
im losing her to another
the smile when she saw him
it was genuine
but when she saw me
her eyes went dead
as if me being there was a curse
but i couldn't help but love her
i wanted my deepest feelings to reach her
but they were never acknowledged
my heart still won't stop aching
each beat is another moment in agony
but no matter what i say
all i am is forgotten
she was kind to me
saw me for who i am
but her heart was with him
never to heal mine
ill bleed out in the end
she won't even notice
even when i yell it out
the words that i always meant
she only sees him
“i love you”
was my words
but to her
they were forgotten words...