Dazed and confused

Let me go and…and…
Go and do what?
Sit back down
I must be losing my mind
Let me see here
Check emails…
All good
Let me make some tea…
….
What am I doing in the kitchen?
I came for something but what?
Oh crap! Let me go sit down I might remember
Check emails some more…
Let’s play a game on my phone
I deserve a break
But let me go pee first…
…
Why am I in the middle of the corridor?
I’m supposed to go somewhere to do something but what?
F&%k this!
I’m getting on my nerves F&%k!
If I stand here long enough I must remember…
Come on!! Urgghh!!!
S*#t!!
Let me sit back down
TEA!
The last thing before the other thing was make tea…
Boil kettle
Rinse cup
Drop teabag
Stare at kettle…
….
What am I staring at the kettle for?
Shouldn’t I be working before I fall behind?
Back to the screen
Check emails…
GAME!
I’m supposed to be playing a game on  my phone
But something is missing from my desk
I’m supposed to have brought something back
F&%k S*#t MotherF&%ing!!!
What the F&%k is wrong with me
I’m losing my F&%ing mind S*#t F&%k a2@
B^$#h F^*()& A%$^&
I can’t take this
I hate myself
Kill me
Kill me
(Kettle pops at the same time that I wet my pants slightly)