All my fault

My heart
My soul
My desire
All my being
It all Belongs to you
You put me under a spell
And I can't break free
It's killing me not to tell you how I feel
But at the same time I'm scared to step away from a comfort zone that I hate! But it's not just about me
I'm not sure you are ready for that responsibility
That's why I hesitate so much
Go ahead and blame me for wasting your time it's ok
Just know I'm never letting go of you
You will forever remain in my heart
As Im slowly falling back apart
Back into the black abyss
Possibly never to return
And it's all my fault that I will never be apart of your life