Goodbye

Sitting all alone in the confines of my room,
Wishing I'd died before birth within the womb.
To be blunt with all of my fans,I truly want to die,
Honestly this poem is all about saying goodbye.

These last two years have been a maze of sorts,
My life has been a puzzle put together by force.
I've tried to permantly put an end to my life twice
My plan is to do it right with my major arteries sliced.

I suppose I owe you all a thank you for your praise,
All the comments given had me practically amazed.
You were my life line,my reason to continue writing,
In the end though I'd lost the will to keep on fighting.

I'm not happy and for me there isn't no happy ending,
I'm just telling you how it is without no condescending
It's nearing the end and there's no more time to buy
I'm Pleasures of Pain signing off with one last goodbye..