Agian and Agian

Sorrow fills my bones
Morrow  eaten  from the inside out till hollow as the magic in runes

My body rising and falling like a thermostat.
Always different  like the dirt kicked up on a door Matt.

You words are Poison and it taints my blood and makes me sick
The thought of you makes me vomit

Your the reason for all my hurt
Your the reason I can not flert

I'm scared of pain not physical  but mental
Now on my gaurd like a lonely  sentinel

You may live so fine
But you are the one that fucked with my mind

You drove me to insanity
To a point I barely  get out to see my family

I cannot  face my fears because  I was never tought
This pian the misriable  feeling i have never had the guts to be fought 

I'm on the edge the one were you left my soul
The one were you push me away from and made me whole 
now I'm back and now you have made a hole

You stole away love you stole away emotion
You stole  all of this petty heartbreaking  camotion

You stole everything  I wanted to live with.
I see you and  I want to bare arms to shoot myself  but my mind so fucked up I can't remember  is it plead  the fifth no its not you ripped a hole strict to my soul a fucking  rift

You left with a good bye but what the fuck..I was in my room breaking down and all I had was the bear you gave to hug and to cry

A girl she talked and helped me out she mended  my heart
Only for her to leave and for the two haves to  depart once more apart

So close you were. You the yin to my yang or the yang to my yin
But you left me to rot and that  is a sin

You say you loved but lie just like the relationship between you and I
At least  when I said i love you  I did not cry inside

 I feel as I was a toy for your hour of play time.
Are movements  are words never did really rhyme

I have no clue why I ask for this over and over agian, love
I guess I do because I can never get enough

You broke me once  you broke me twice
But the third I should of never gave in
But I did agian and agian

My heart not only down the middle is if ripped
but from side to side corner to corner is it ripped in the end it's as pulpy as dierrha  shit

I end on the emotion of not having  any
And it's all because  of you
So from me to you I hope you get what I have maybe then you will feel what I felt when you left me alone and dieing hope you see this truth