Another one written tipsy and dying

How many times can I repeat myself
Until I finally learn it’s all worthless
Day by day I work my pathetic body to the ground
All for what?


When will this happen
can I succeed and be happy
Or do I need to be happy to succeed
Philosophy is easy when you have nothing left
I'm not there yet, but she could break me down


Am I worth saving? This place is so dark
Your eyes could brighten up this dying soul
Please tell me I'm worth something
No mean it this time, don't fuck with my head
I care for you so much, convince me that means something


When will this happen
can I succeed and be happy
Or do I need to be happy to succeed
Philosophy is easy when you have nothing left
I'm not there yet, but this could destroy my will


These points get lost so easily, sum it up they say
Make it seem they understand, waste my time again
Ill never be loved, though I loved many before
They lie through their teeth, while spreading their legs right open
My body is dying I feel it every day,
Can I accomplish these dreams before I lie down forever or am I destine to fail?
Please end this now