Sleepy

Sleep passes me daily 
Dreaming with eyes wide open
Looking into pools of my own abyss
Aimlessly seeking out for, I don't know
Just sitting waiting 
Tripping on a natural high 
Is it me that needs a fix
It wasn't supposed to be this way
My life chaotic
You can understand my mess
If you can't I won't explain 
Just read my words 
It will make sense one day