I'm back ..

I've been lightyears away from home
Ignoring calls on my telephone
And wandering the life i'm given
Cause i preferred to be alone.
I'm partially back but i'm not myself
Lost myself on a broken shelf
Been reading all your lives away
Been drowning in remorse and guilt
Losing seconds of every day
Wishing __ wishing to go away
Regretting all what i have done
But there is not that much to say
I've sinned and loved,
fell in and out
I've bled the love that i've held
i've seen the sun behind the clouds
I'm back, who i've grown to be
I don't care if it's not pleasing to see
At least i know i've grown for good
I'm me, still me, but this time i'm free.