black widows

i  see you and feel you there
looking so bare.
an expression of no hope
and blank stares into nowhere
reliving your past while you plan for the future
its a head-on collision your going nowhere
I skate right in just in time
before one more fucked thought snaps you
and you'll lose your mind.
there's to many reasons why I'm fucked up
I don't know why I love things people say are broken
used or fucked  up,
I'm probably broke to,
who knew,
me?
no couldn't be,

Of course, I'm fucking broken! .jesus
I'm a fucking disaster
I was hoping good women
would come by with pure intentions
and help me with that to
 Anchor me down
keep me from fucking taking off.
drifting nowhere into the atmosphere.

why are all  the bad bitches either getting beaten?cheated
or jus plain mistreated
and all theses greasy hoe's be running around
acting like the bad girl that you really want that's sitting in hell,
waiting to be freed

i love your spirit and your smile,
your tuff has a woodpeckers lips
and that makes me smile
there's no bending you,
no altering you
your perfect just being you,

I hope one day to find someone just like you,
but ready for me, like I am you,
even a friend like you would be a blessing
no worries, I relax, i know you got me,

your watchin my 6, warning me
if someone is creeping on us creepily
you hand me the clip
i smoke the punk bitch
and watch you run his pockets so cold
my bliss

ya so ,
i know I'm sick.. fuck you to bitch
whats wrong with some natural born killers
type of love
for me it clicks
just fits
if i have a nice sweet angel
truly i get sick,
i can stand it!
its like nails on a chalkboard
i just wanna dirty em
and say welcome to the real world trick
you ain't no princess.
ruin there whole world view and shit,
and we just cant have this.

one day soon i hope i have you
life ticking by like a bomb for me to
short fuse, life span cut short,
i hope we meet before its to late
east or west coast it doesn't matter to me
i just want to feel again
and have you with me