Best-Friend

moving through the days emotionless
passing hours, weeks, years.
feeling less and less
until numbness over comes you
and then what are you
nothing
but you were nothing before
and nothing ever amounts to anything
reality hits
and it's just you,stuck alone
here in this putrid world
nothing matters
you don't need sleep
you don't need to eat
your friends are all gone
except one
she's always there
she bring you so much pain
then kisses it away
ecstasy overcomes you
you're done
you're dead
a blade was your best friend