Pathetic But Poetic

I kinda want to snort cocaine,
Kinda want to smoke meth,
Also kind of want to die,
But I think that's just fine.

I think I'm a piece of shit,
Who has nothing in store,
But that's just fine,
For I'll just be a fucking whore.

Not really, I'm just kidding.
Actually, I'm not even sure.
But that's fine, right?
Yeah, I don't fucking know.

Funny thing is,  
I'm fucking pathetic.
But all that matters is
That I make make it poetic.