Unimportant

I feel so unimportant
and I don't know whether it's my emotions or even my hormones.
But I can't help but to feel unwanted
yes you may call and we may fall asleep on our phones.
but it doesn't compare to  being in your presence ,
to waking up to your face the next morning,
I feel like you don't understand the pain that I feel in your absence
and I don't mean to make this sound like a warning
but I miss having  our face- to- face conversations
and I even miss you holding me.
I don't want to meet up just to have relations
and I don't want to give you the third degree.
Yes I am carrying your child but that doesn't make me important.
I would love to change the way that I'm feeling but I can't
and all that I've ever wanted was for our love to be constant
and I'm scared that it won't.
What do you expect me to do?Hold these feelings in and stress out my body
or open my mouth and let you know how much my heart is aching
All I can say is I'm sorry
but sometimes it feels like my heart is breaking.
Yes, I love you more than words could ever express
but I can't continue to fake the funk
and these feelings I can no longer repress
and I'm sorry if I sound like a punk.
But I can't pretend that everything is ok
when the truth of the matter is I feel like we're slowly drifting apart
I don't mean to make you feel bad but I won't go backwards
when all I really want to do is go forwards with you.