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you do what you can to die a hardworking honest man    
to    
try really hard to be a good person    
but that thing about a plan it's    
     
a list of things that always goes wrong    
what's the first thing you look for in the ash when your house burns down?
everything's got a neck on it    
 everybody likes  eating,drinking,fucking    
but not them gut rot,asthma,anxiety attacks    
having to choose between washing your hair or brushing your teeth?    
life is about choices when you are not highly motivated  
   
I used to have a plan though too
   
there was this one day, a while back    
it was so bright    
I was so high    
i smiled and so did she    
but now it's just eating a tuna fish sand witch found on the floor of a porta pottie.