the pain

What am I missing?
The blade between my hands
The old familiar string
The blood running down
The smooth silky river
What a pain reliever

Puddles on the ground
Drip by drip
Carving a masterpiece
To hide forever
No one knows
What is to come

The voices are loud
Inside my head
They all say the same thing
end it now

I try to fight
Nothing seems to work
They become louder with each second
They are taking over my body
One by one